Conditionally

 G
1200 calories enough for today
Em
go for a walk and run and don't say
             Am
that you're tired or hungry or 
starting to fade
              D                     
             N.C.
maybe you'll trick your body if you 
trick your brain
G
then take a video walk from behind
Em
tear myself down like it's a job 
like it's my
Am
responsibility to hurt all the time
       D
like a crease in my body's 
committing a crime
     G
and listening to me must be so 
exhausting
Em
constantly musing on the state of my
 body
     Am
am i pretty enough to go outside 
today
      D
am i skinny enough for my heart not 
to break
       G        G            Em  
i'm a hypocrite helping and 
        Em
praising and preaching
     Am             D
but loving myself conditionally