Im Only Me When Im Not Sober

A
I just got home. It's 3 AM
    F#m
I must confess for I have sinned
               D              
But tomorrow night, Imma do it 
       Dm    E
again, again
             A
I've been obsessed with stupid men
           F#m
Little depressed, but then again
            D                    
Maybe it's just 'cause I'm making 
                F
bad decisions

[Chorus]
E                             
'Cause I'm only me when I'm not 
    A
sober
And I've been drunk since last 
   F#m
October
                           D
I take a walk out in the rain, the 
rain
                             Dm    
But it just doesn't feel the same, 
                E
the same, the same
                           A
I'm only me when I'm not sober
I’m blacked out when the party's 
 F#m
over
                           D
I takе a walk out in the rain, the 
rain
              F               E
But it just doesn’t numb thе pain
                           A
I'm only me when I'm not sober

[Verse 2]
A
I’m all alone. Don’t have no friends
            F#m
I’m always home but can’t pay my 
rent
             D
It ain’t a joke cause i’m broke and 
I smoke
                    Dm         E
But i’m trying to quit, quit
           A
I got a problem, and it ain’t 
healthy
           F#m
I call my momma, she tries to help 
me
            D                  
But I don’t care much about the 
               Dm
consequences


[Chorus]
                F#m            
'Cause I'm only me when I'm not 
   A
sober
And I've been drunk since last 
   F#m
October
                          D
I take a walk out in the rain, the 
rain
                              Dm   
But it just doesn't feel the same, 
               E
the same, the same
                           A
I'm only me when I'm not sober
I’m blacked out when the party's 
 F#m
over
                           D
I take a walk out in the rain, the 
rain
                     Dm       E
But it just doesn’t numb the pain

I'm only me when I'm not sober

[Bridge]
F#m                      F
I’m falling asleep on a bed with no 
sheets
E                 B
But it’s not a disease
             D
It ain’t addiction if I can kick it 
whenever I please

[Chorus]
            A             F#m 
'Cause I'm only me when I'm not 
  A
sober
And I've been drunk since last 
  F#m
October
I take a walk out in the rain, the 
 D
rain
But it just doesn't feel the same, 
   Dm          E
the same, the same
                           A
I'm only me when I'm not sober
I’m blacked out when the party's 
F#m
over
I take a walk out in the rain, the 
 D
rain
                     Dm           E
But it just doesn’t numb the pain
                           A
I'm only me when I'm not sober