Sorry 2 Myself

Em                   D
For hearing all my doubts so 
selectively and
Em                   D
For continuing my numbing love 
endlessly.
Em                  D
For helping you and myself: not even
 considering
Em                  D
For beating myself up and over 
functioning.

Am                         
To whom do I owe the biggest 
    Em
apology?
Am                             
No one's been crueller than I've 
          Em
been to me.

[Verse 2]
Em                            D
For letting you decide if I indeed 
was desirable
Em                     
For myself love being so 
     D
embarrassingly conditional.
Em                           D
And for denying myself to somehow 
make us compatible
Em                         D
And for trying to fit a rectangle 
into a hole.

Am                         
To whom do I owe the biggest 
    Em
apology?
Am                             
No one's been crueller than I've 
          Em
been to me.

[Chorus]
     C          G7
I'm sorry to myself.
     C                     G7
My apologies begin here before 
everybody else.
     C           G7
I'm sorry to myself.
     C                        G7
For treating me worse than I would 
anybody else.

[Verse 3]
Em                      D
For blaming myself for your 
unhappiness
Em                         D
And for my impatience when I was 
perfect where I was.
Em                 D
Ignoring all the signs that I was 
not ready,
Em                           D
And expecting myself to be where you
 wanted me to be.

Am                         
To whom do I owe the biggest 
    Em
apology?
Am                             
No one's been crueller than I've 
          Em
been to me.

[Chorus]
     C          G7
I'm sorry to myself.
     C                     G7
My apologies begin here before 
everybody else.
     C           G7
I'm sorry to myself.
     C                        G7
For treating me worse than I would 
anybody else.

[Bridge]
Am                                
Well, I wonder which crime is the 
  Em
biggest ?
C                          
Forgetting you or forgetting 
     D
myself...
Am                           
Had I heeded the wisdom of the 
     Em
latter,
C                            
I would've naturally loved the 
    D
former.

[Verse 4]
Em                     D
For ignoring you: my highest voices.
Em                   D
For smiling when my strife was all 
too obvious.
Em                        D
For being so disassociated from my 
body,
Em                           
And for not letting go when it 
   D
would've been the kindest thing.

Am                         
To whom do I owe the biggest 
    Em
apology?
Am                             
No one's been crueller than I've 
          Em
been to me.

[Chorus]
And
     C          G7
I'm sorry to myself.
     C                     G7
My apologies begin here before 
everybody else.
     C           G7
I'm sorry to myself.
     C                        G7
For treating me worse than I would 
anybody else.
     C          G7
I'm sorry to myself.
     C                     G7
My apologies begin here before 
everybody else.
     C           G7
I'm sorry to myself.
     C                        G7
For treating me worse than I would 
anybody else.